Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Mis-i-take Mushrooms

So I sit here thinking about the waves of change, some good and some bad. I know one of my best friends is leaving to work somewhere else. Now, I think subconsciously I have been more than harsh with them. I have been thinking and I know that I failed them in most tragic of ways. I knew I was supposed to show them something amazing. Show them a love they have never felt. I couldn’t do it. I knew when and how but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. It required me to be something I am not, Something I was, someone with a heart. I know they would feel something greater than their imagination could dream if I was the way I used to be. I hope they can forgive me. I guess I will just miss my friend.